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Bagseed clone on a balcony

Lil Baby Big Mama

She’s a clone of a bag seed I got out of some great homegrown in Mexico beginning of this year. Dark striped stems since seedling.

Im guessing some berry type kush

Day 125 (Week 18)

15 updates

28 photos

Day: 125

She ain’t pretty but she’s my lady.

2 years ago

Day: 122

The weather isn’t helping. I think there may be another three weeks left at this rate.

2 years ago

Day: 117

Here’s to hoping. I’ve kinda given up on this one.

2 years ago

Day: 113

This lady has seen better days. Whatever she is truly is a difficult strain but then again I’ve neglected her this season with work being so busy. She smells delicious like lemony berry kush. The WPM seems to be stopping but what can I do?

2 years ago

Day: 111

WPM gone for now. I should be more careful.

2 years ago

Day: 109

This plant has been beaten up by the weather. I should have staked. But. I didn’t.

2 years ago

Day: 108

Has to spray her with some pH8 water to prevent WPM spread but it’s all gravy. What if those boxes on the calendar are just windows to the bigger picture? What if we colour in the image by living each day? Why judge a picture based on a pixel?

2 years ago

Day: 106

WPM ain’t a big deal outdoors with smaller plants. I think.

2 years ago

Day: 102

She took a hit when the Northern Lights beside her fell. Oh well. Break was too great.

2 years ago

Day: 95

The big one fell over and rocked lil baby big mama last night. She’ll survive. Lost a small branch but I’ll monster crop it I thinks. Everything has to die and sometimes something has to die right now.

2 years ago

Day: 94

She bounced back and has been liking feeding. I should be back in town twice a week to take care of her a bit better from here on out. Lil Baby Big Mama is a weird plant but she grow none the less. Why is it that an escaped convict is in agony wondering when someone is coming through the door rather than enjoying the freedom that occurs before capture? The joy of freedom comes with context and not content. The content would suggest, in this anecdote, that one is free from prison. That they are not incarcerated. Which was the very goal that drove the initial escape, no? Why is it that being outside of the jail before indicted is so different than being outside of jail after escape? Because capture is inevitable? Sure but not yet, no? Would ration not dictate to enjoy what is in the moment until impending arrest? It seems from out of emotion stems the inability to enjoy what one has before the obvious impending loss of it. Insomuch, as emotion precedes rational thoughts, what predicates emotion?

2 years ago

Day: 87

Well sometimes people over water plants but we learn from it and move on. I’m not pointing any fingers 👉🏽👩🏻 because the good news is she will bounce back after a good drying and then I’ll start feeding her. Using root farm and she’s growing in coco. Dark leaves with this beautiful dark striping. Her mama had the same. The great news is there is an infinite, timeless One who’s victorious.

2 years ago

Day: 77

Quick visit home to grab stuff but not without visiting my Lil Baby Big Mama. She came from a clone of bagseed I got in Mexico that a dude said he grew and it was def better than any Mexican grown stuff I had smoked before. Lil Baby Big Mama is a cutting from Big Mama. So named because she came from the biggest striped and spotted seed I’ve ever seen. Almost didn’t believe it was Cannabis. I hear people honking their car horns outside and I don’t like it. Maybe we could all do a little better about using car horns I dunno I sprayed her with diatomaceous earth but she’s still pretty. Yeah maybe guys like me, spectacles, jesters. Saying something lewd or even benign but at an inappropriate time. Demanding attention with dressings of tattoos or piercings. Maybe, we just want someone to catch us suffering. Why do I suffer? Why trials? Why tribulation? Do you suffer too? Yet we go on like I’m not in absolute hell at times. Hey, I’m dying over here! What are you doing? What are we doing here? Why does this hurt so damn much? But it’s good too. The pain with time is wisdom. Or laughter. Laughter being gained from the distance only time can give to your hurt. A distraction from the new hurts once the novelty has worn. Distraction alleviates the pain. What else distracts? Yeah, maybe guys like me. Spectacles. Jesters.

2 years ago

Day: 72

Working out of town so didn’t take pics but she’s going strong. My partner took care of the watering but no feeding so she’s not as big as she could be. No smell from plant yet, me, that’s another story. I want to be the guy that is excited by everything. Cause I’m that person. But it’s so hard to sustain all of the damn hobbies in the world.

2 years ago

Day: 21

Three weeks since cut from mother. I really want to see what she becomes without much pruning from here on out. Maybe I’m lazy I don’t know.

2 years ago

Hortulanus You know that heavy weight that hangs on all our heads? The one we all bare in common. Why don’t we pay attention to it? It’s on all our shoulders; we all owe the same debt. Memento mori.